My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

I'm at my cousin Dzovig's(Ocean) house. Well new house, it's a house warming party type thing, we're just about to eat dinner, I'm just waiting for everyone to get served then I'll take my plate. I don't really like going to family gatherings, I don't belong... Everyone talks with eachother, everyone roughly the same age as eachother... I'm the only teenager and the only put of place person.... I feel like a stranger. I've become so distant from my family. Not only that my self esteem is really hittig me hard latly... My obsession with my weight is becoming more and more serious.... More and more obsessed. I don't mean to post a negative post but I'm just saying how I feel, not everyone is happy everyday. And I know I've posted many negative posts but not many positives happen to me.... Maybe when scho starts but other than that... Yeah... I better go get my dinner and get off my iPod before someone starts talking. Post soon. Peace.


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