My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Well yesturday was okay i guess... other than being asked questions i didnt want to be asked, and being all awkward, it was okay. today i woke up at like 12ish, then at iuno 2 i went to sleep again and woke up at 6 and i am now eating whiped cream, this olive salad thing anddddddd yeah LOL ughh i need to take a shit so bad! OMFG TELL ME WHY! i took like 4 shits and my asshole was so damn sore LOOOOOL!!! so fucking sad LOL... umm OH ben is being such and asshole... :/.. and i dont know why...its actually kind of bothering me cause hes being so mean and hes never like that... he'll say hi, then be like OH i have to go bye, and we'll talk for like 4 minutes tops. Like if you know you wont be able to talk to me for a long time, DONT TALK TO ME THEN, shit. Like hes like "whats wrong" im like " i have a head ache, as usual" then hes like "theres always something wrong with you" and i was like O.O....WTF????!LJFLKDJFLKEWJF.. then im like "yeah i know >.>" and hes like "thats unfortunate" or how ever you spell it... but im like WTF? are you serious? THEN! hes like kay well g2g for a bit, bye.. and i fucking know that A if he comes back, hes going to be like "sorry i took so long, but i have to go to bed now, bye" OR he's just goign to sign off and not say anything back to me like he's done many times before.. thats so messed man, i wouldnt expect him to be like that :\... w/e i have a head ache, ima go back on myspace and enojoy myself there while i eat my fucking whiped cream >:(

xoRAT

Labels: crush

i hate my fucking brother so much, like you dont understand hes so fucking stupid, i asked him nicely to not piss me off today cause its my dad's birthday party.. what does he do.. he goes off and pisses me off.. LIKE HONESLY.. one day is all i asked of nice and peace.. he cant even do that.. like i HATE when my family comes over im always asked why i do certin things, why im doing this, why do you have cut, whats going on?, why do you hate your brother WHY WHY WEHY WHY LIKE IF I WANTED YOU TO FUCKING KNOW I THINK I WOULD OF FUCKING TOLD YOU, JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE AND NEVER C0OME BACK! ugh "why are oyu so anti social?" IM NOT FUCKING ANTI SOCIAL I JUST DONT WANT TO BE QUESTIONED ABOUT EVER MOVE I FUCKING MAKE, I HATE THIS.. ugh all i want is one day where everything can just go perfect and nice, and peacefull.. but OBVIOUSLY thats never going to happen with a family like this.. i cant stand them... i tryed to act nice, i put on a smile, i made myself FAKE for them and still i get this shit... like fuck man... i just want to be left alone.. its always better like that, no one there to bother me, i can be in peace... but nooooooooo one second im alone im an emo anti-social loser who has no friends and needs to die, UGH FUCK YOU ALL >:(

xoRAT

Labels: family

this is so damn awkward for me... like i dont approve.... ;8;8;8;...like ughh i cant even explain how awkward this is... i feel so left out and shit.. and like i KNWO if i go down there and sit, there going to ask me so many questions which i dont want to be asked. Like its not your buisness.... its really fucking annoying...im eating right now, and im in my room listeing to 3OH!3 and my doors closed and im alone.. ugh i wish taline was here... i better fuckign see her tomorrow like.. shes out there being all magical and im here all wakward and weird and being told to do this and that like ugh... armenian men are such womenizers like its unbelieveable... i will not be put down like that >:( ! HKJREHKJHKEUF I WANT TO LEAAAAAAAAVE ;8;8;8;8;....LOL alisha wants me to kill this whore :D and ill gladly do it cause alisha is my baby HGAHA i gave her life o) LOOOOL i love you alisha ;p and i shall kill....dis....hoe.... 8-3.......kay ttyl peace <3

xoRAT

Labels: taline

LOL yeah i look kind of nice.. and my mom is SNAPING LMFAO!! ermmm tooday is my dad's birthday party and he has no idea that hes having a party... everyone should be here soon i guess, steve just came, my sisters boyfriend, and he brought some A-L-C-O-H-O-L- ;D.. haah.. and yeah ill try and get drunk tonight, or at least a little drunk haha... umm Talines out with her friends, i think shes going to watch twilight >:( omg if she does ima be so pissed lMFSWO like i want to watch it so bad!if she doesnt, then tomorrow ima go with her to watch it like you dont understand thats something me and her need to watch together o) haha... ermm nothing's really going on right now really.. were just getting the house and food ready and cleaning up... im all ready but i need to do my god damn eye brows, i keep loafting on doing them ;8;;8;;8 i need to do them!!! AHHH!! lol.. well if anything interesting happends ill blog it up :p.. laterr <33

xoRAT

Labels: movies

ugh im so bored like you have no fucking idea, i want to shoot myself thats how bored i am. jesus fucking christ where the fuck is taline? this is like the second day she has barly been online and its makeing me sad and pissed off :(... i feel like were drifting apart and i dont like it at all. I want to be close to her forever, but latly i feel like her other friends are more important :( she's all i have in this world.. the only one i trust, the only one i truly love with all my heart, i would die for her you dont understand were so close, and i dont want to break that bond between us :(.. like i understand that were not in the same school and i dont get to see her alot and that she is busy, but like shes leaving without even saying bye o.o iuno :\.. ermmm today again was pretty boring.. oh at lunch apperintally this chick that never smoked weed EVER smoked weed today and im like lets go find her i want to see if shes pretending shes high [ cause like we all know you NEVER get high the first time you smoke weed.] so we found her and she was acting like she was high acting like she wasnt.. make sence? iuno hard to explain.. ermm at the end of lunch i started to get a head ache, to the point in 4th it was horrible. like the lights were on in that class and usually there off.. and like to me the lights were so damn bright and it was killing me, i tryed to sleep and go mybe a ood 10 minutes of sleep untill everyone else started to show up and they were all yelling and being loud and i couldnt sleep, it was quit annyoing. ermmm so yeah i had to walk home with a MASSIVE head ache and when i got home my mom was yelling and shit cause its my dad's b-day party tomorrow and she wants the house clean and shit, but i went straight upstairs and went to sleep :).. UMM what else god damn it...OH my periods almost finished ;D i say till sunday and its done completely :p.. cause what i started it on tuesday and today is friday... yeah sunday it'll be done for sure.. OMFG IM SO MAD I MIGHT GET MY PERIOD ON CHRISTMAS DAY!! do you know how shitty that is for me? like the DAY i start my period for the firts time, it's ALWAYS the worst for me cause like ugh im in so much pain and im just pissed off all day like it SUCKS... this is litterally going to be the first time i get my period on xmass LOL... ermm yeah iuno if i get bored agian and think of something else to write about i will.. but this blog is way too long and has been going on for quit a while so bye bye lOL

xoRAT

Labels: christmas, drugs

im so fustrated right now.. UGHH... my art assignment shit is due this friday and im not even CLOSE to being finished... i shouldnt have fucking loafted on doing it, im such an idiot :(i hate arcitecture now, i dont like it, im not good at it, its so fustrating and annoying UGHH. ill find some way to finish it i guess :(... ermm today was fine, nothign interesting happen really, preatty boring day.. OHH!! my fucking cousins are coming over and i fucking HATE them so muhc. like ugh i want to kill then you dont understand.. like there so fucking annoying >:( UGH thank jesus i dont have to leave my room for them LOL... ummm oh i really like my neighbours couisn, his name is ben :L and lives in england u_u .... ;7;;8;8;8;8... like....;8;8; this always happends i like people in other countrys, this is so shit, like can i not have ONE guy thats amazing where i live? oh wait no i cant cause everyone down here are fucking gangsters/gangster wanna be's and like all ugly, and just stupid players who just want my vagina like seriously use your fucking chappy, dry hands GAWWWWWWDDD ;;8;8;8;8;8 LOL... but yeah i like him... omg my friend is so stupid i told her how i like him and shes like "oh is he black?" im like "ahh duhh, my neighbours black, what is he going to be,mexican?" shes like "oh shit son, i didnt know you liked the niggers" im like " LMFAOOO....yeah thanks?o>o" then shes like "no seriously, i didnt know you liked black guys, i thought you were all into those emo guys" so i started to twitch LMFAO shes so stupid, then she goes off telling me how to "stay away from black guys there bad all they want to do is fuck you" im like "no jenelle... all the black guys HERE wanna fuck YOU. not me." shes like "haha what??" im like "look dont get it twisted here.. we all know your easy, so just cause you oopen up your legs for every man, most of them being black, DOESNT mean that hes like that okay? PLUS he lives in another country and he was brought up proper. he knows how to treat a girl. he has some damn respect, you should learn what that is. dont go around telling me how to have a relationship, or what race i should stay away from when your the one running around like a little whore and cant even have a damn relationship whith someone cause you have like 50 men. its MY life, not yours... why dont you just go off to yout 50 man dem and sex them up, or show your tits like you did before okay? now shut up and keep your opinion to yourself cause i didnt ask you if you thought he was a good guy or not." LOL.. after when i said that she just like looked at me, didnt say anything, shes all oh w.e i need to go go class now and im like "yeahhh SUUUUREEEEE, class thats where you'll be" LOL... honestly though i got kind of mad, cause like she had no right to say that.. oh btw shes trinny... IUNO SHE A HOE LOL.. so yeah thats what happend today 8-3... okay bye bye now

xoRAT

Labels: crush, school

yo lol well i woke up today around 8:45ish and im like WTF?!?! NOO ONE WOKE ME UP!! SHIT!! eekk so i ran up and woke uo my mom cause she JUST went to bed form work, and im like, mom!?!?! no one woke me up?!? and shes like how she told my dad to leave me and let me sleep cause she saw how much [ain i was in yesturday and thought i should stay home 8-3 i was like :o! :X! awhe... tank chu mommey 8-3 LOOL so i went back to sleep and was like, well i actually really want to go to school cause its dress down day so i was like ill go at lunch, i went to sleep and woke back up at like 12 something so im like w/e ill just stay home -_-'...honestly we've had more dress down days this year then last year :O! so thats pretty cool lol. Oh guess what :) i tottaly fucked up on my ears :)... i thought i was pretty educated on how to clean them, take care of them, but i wasnt O.O! so now i read up on some stuff and i now know how to take care of them, what i did wrong and shit, i was so flabbergasted, i honestly was, i was like... shit son im an idiot LOL i love the internet ahhaha :) well ima wait till taline comes online so i can send her that link so she can read cause she's gagueing her ears too, so might as well make her learn about it too right? DURRR lol.. kay well i guess thats all for now, peace out

xoRAT

Labels: family, gauges, period

IM ON MY FUCKING PERIOD AND IT FUCKING HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH! LIKE I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO TAKE A SHIT BUT I DONT! AND LIKE UGGGGGGGGGH IT HURTSSSSSSSSS WHY WHY THE FUCK DOES IT HAVE TO HURT?? LIKE WHY? SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYY. I FUCKING TOOK SOME FUCKING MIDOL AND IT NEVER HELPED I TOOK 2! FUCKING 2 AND IT NEVER FUCKING HELPED! UGH IM IN SO MUCH PAIN, IM SNAPPING ON EVERYONE, PMS, PMS, PMS, PMS!!! ;9;8;8;8;8;8;8;8;8; NERVOUS NERVOUS NERVOUSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH IM LOSING MUY FUCKING MIND! ugh >:[ ima go take a shower, oooohhhhh a nice hot shower mmmmm that would be nice :).......then to come out and be in pain again :(.... ill take a shower then woek on my project, then straighten my hair. tomorrows dress down day at school meaning we dont get to wear our uniforms. And im really starting to like ben more, like alot alot. :( w.e ima go shower... byee


xoRAT

Labels: period

hi taline i just read your blog. [at 7:21pm] (((). LOL. yesturday was fucking hularious, theres this chick named keke and i bassically exposed her and cussed her off and shit, omfg it was amazing, and then today i saw this guy thats online who i was talking to, who i saw on her profile the other night, so i bassically got him to delete and block her off his IM,msn, and myspace LMFAO!! yo i have some skills like LMFAO. AND THEN! i find out that she took him of her profile like LMFAOOOO oh god this is amazing, like you dont understand how funny that is to me LOL. umm lol what else, OH my elbow is KILLING me like honesly iuno wtf is wrong with it! when i streach my arm out straight it hurts, and i feel something pop and iuno i wanna get it checked out, i cant take this, and around 4thish i got a head ache which when i got home got worese, which i went to sleep and woke up now and it is STILL hurting me and i took like 3 advils or w/e. iuno what else to tell yeah, thhings are gettng okay, and im trying not to be as lazy, i have too. kay thats all for now, ima watch a movie or something, later <33

xoRAT

Labels: taline

YOY OYOYOYIREKLJGL
Ive been so lazy to right a blog LMFAO i want to talk about my night at manderine but im so lazy to type all that shit lol. umm small updates. My ear is doing pretty good, it doesnt hurt as much, but its still swollen -_-' and IUNO why >:( i think im going to clean it soon. umm this guy named Ben likes me and i like him back and i would love to be with him, but he lives in england, and the fact that hes my neighbours cousin :O! w/e i dont care hes hot LOL and sweet and so nice and funny and HEHEHEHE LOL well yeah im just on myspace and msn and lisyening to music. speacking of msn some random dood added me and never came online o>o PEDO :O! BLAHB LAHB ALBHSGHE IM FAILING ART AND IM BORED!
okay bye
and yeah im to lazy to edit this post

xoRAT

Labels: crush, gauges

OMFG! I almost forgot! this is an add on to the blog under this one v
okay i was taking a shower right. and as some of you know my ears are being gauged. or are gauged [to size 2]. now they were almost heald enough to put in the size 0's i had. but not ready yet. So anyways i was taking my shower and i took out my gauges to clean the holes, i place them down on that small part of your tub that comes out or wtf ever. i turn around for like a quick second, then turn back around and i look down and see that one of my fucking gauges is gone. IT WENT DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW PISSED OFF THAT MAKES ME!!!!! omfg you have no idea! ugh okay so after yelling for a few minutes i got out, put on my towel, and walked into my room and got my size 0 then went back into the shower. I had to SHOVE in the size 0 in my fucking left ear. now my ear is swollen. a bit bruised. and hurts like hell. and the joke is.... the zero isint even fucking fully in my damn ear. -_-' ugh im so pissed off at that!
okay now im done lol peace


xoRAT

Labels: gauges

Hey. I havnt made a post in a while cause theres been alot going on with me and ive been really stressed. Im supposedly not suppose to be on the computer for 3 days or wtf/e. And i bet my dad is reading this now *rolls eyes*.... ugh... umm HI TALINE I LOVE YOU :D [msn ;)].. ermmm ahah... yeah its just been really stressfull and iuno how much more i can honestly take to the point were i just snap and tell my parents and everyone how i truly feel. and honestly its not going to be pretty. well i guess thats all for now or w/e. ill see if i can make another blog tomorrow or i guess ill just have to wait untill im allowed to use the computer again. OH WAIT! MY COUSINS ARE COMING OVER HTIS WEEKEND! AND ITS THE ONES I HATE!! UGGGHHHHH I CANNOT WAIT TO BE A BITCH! im not going to say hi. im going to give dirty looks. back talk. bitch. piss them off. do everything in my power to show them how little respect i have for them, and how much i hate them. ILL GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT TO THE REST OF THE FAMILY WHEN THEY GET BACK HOME! SOMETHING TRUTHFUL NOT THERE FUCKING LIES!
anyways thats all PEACE.

xoRAT

Labels: family

This morning was fucking bullshit. Go i hate my fucking father so much, you dont even understand, ugh. I dont want to talk about it, hes just an asshole. school was okay, skipped first cause i was LATTTEEEE so really no point in going if im going to be in class for like 5 minutes. W/e. Umm today was okay, really tired though. I dont know why im so tired all the time, and like why im constantly eating. :S I have no answer for it. well thats about it, ill hopfully write another blog one later, im going to go on myspace now and just chill, listen to some music and talk on msn, maybe even paint again? who knows. ermm yeah peace.

xoRAT

Labels: family, school

blahhhhh i just got home from school. Ught today i felt like shit, like i was tired and just felt so blah i really didnt want to go, im getting so sick of school. It was okay i guess though :\... i skipped 2nd u_u... so ima have to catch that call at 6 >:(... ill call up taline and talk to her.. so taline if your reading this im calling out around 6 lol. Umm OMG at lunch in the cafe it smelt like shit. Someone deffinitaly blew up a stink bnomb. Uhh then after school i had to hear elysia and jeremy [boyfriend and girlfriend] fight... as usual. Like i SERIOUSLY feel like im apart of there relationship, its kind of annoying, I know EVERY detail to there relationship, everything that has happend, when he touches her, when he doesnt, when they fuck, when hes being an ass, when shes being an ass, EVERY SINGLE DAMN DETAIL THERE IS TO KNOW, I KNOW IT ;8;8;8; ughhaaa.. umm i need to stop eating! fucking millie bought me pizza when we skipped, i got so mad cause i litteraslly had no other choice but to eat it -_-' w.e ill lose the weight some how, i know i will, i can do it...right? :S
well i guess thats all for now, PEACE OUT NAZI'S!

xoRAT

Labels: crush, school, taline

yo i need to take a SHIT LMFAO. I just got back from school and i just finishes eating a patty and that microwaveablemacoraoniee and cheeeeseee and drinking some drink. I checked my emails and i see my sister send me and emal saying "turkish or not hes cute!" with a link which is this and i watched it and he was cute LMFAOOO, not going to lie his smile is adorable LMFAOOO omfg i was DYING with salpy haha :).. umm school was okay, i got into a verbal fight with my cosmo teacher LOL. Kay this is what happend, i finished my test and im like "mrs can i have the straightener so i can do my hair while everyone else finishes there test?" shes like "oh no cause you need to do the roller sets" im like "mrs. i did the roller sets 4 times, IN YOUR FACE and you keep telling me to do them, im not doing them" then shes like "oh weres your manican head?" im like "Mrs! give me the straightner im not doing it" shes like "oh no you hgave too" im like "mrs, i fucking told you i did them 4 fuckng times, im not doing them again!" then shes like how shes going to call mrs galvao [ i think thats how you spell her name, iuno] and thats when i started yelling im like "GO CALL HER I DONT GIVE A SHIT" so i tryed to brreak into the cabinet [LOL] and shit and blah blah blah, whole point is i cussed her off, but honestly she is so fucking annoying, like she talkes when she sings, she litterally has a voice that makes you want to punch a baby, i swear to god she does. other then that my day has been pretty good. OH! BUT WALKING HOME! WAS A PAIN IN MY VAGINA! UGH it was so fucking cold, jesus -_-'.... kay im good ill blog it up LATER peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeee... OH HI JEFFF I LOVE YOU :D

xoRAT

Labels: children, crush, school

Hey, its 10:41pm and im listening to teddy geiger, i just got out of the shower so im all nice and clean :)...im kind of excited for tomorrow i wonder what people are going to say about my hair... i actually got used to it so i like it now. ugh but honestly i really dont want to go to school lol, im so lazy and tired... yeah :S ive been really tired and lazy latly, and ive been gaining weight :S...iuno whats wrong with me... and im cold all the time o.o... wtf... iuno maybe its just stress??... iuno... ugh im so mad, im failing my art class.. and my art is EVERYTHING to me, its what im good at... or at least people tell me im good at.. it really makes me sad cause i wont be able to push my grade up... like i should be getting 80's and 90's in my art class and i have a fucking 17% *cries* what am i going to do? :(.. its just so hard to get up in the mornig for me. Like its not even art its architecture and like the boared im useing to build my building things pieces i cut out already are missing and or bent up and its fucking rediculous cause i fucking told my teacher and shes like "oh well, theres nothing i can do" MY FUCKING ASS THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO, YOU CAN FUCKING GO GET ME MORE FUCKING BOARD AND SIT THERE AND CUT IT OUT FOR ME SINCE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO FUCKING LOST IT... ugh it makes me so mad... w/e i need to get to bed now, night night everyone

xoRAT

Labels: hair, school

Yoooooo lol. well its morning timeeeeeeeeeeee o>o.... ANYWAYS just wanted to write about my weekend, it was pretty amazing, i had alot of fun with my friends, we chilled and it was so magiccal cause elysia and taline actually got along, i was surprised, i thought that they wouldnt talk and taline would be so quiet with her and shit, but they werent, we were all talking about magical things like relationships, sex, life, people in our school, weight haha, and just stuff it was pretty fun... untill my brother came down.... oh lord... you know sometimes... theres some things he needs to keep to HIMSELF LIKE HONESTLYYYY HE TOLD THEM THAT HE SAW ME NAKED IN THE FUCKING BATHTUB THAT ONE TIME ;8;8;8;8...dont ask..... GAWD IT WAS SO INAPROPPREATE GAWWWWD ;;8;8;8;.....lol i think after that we played monopoly? NO WAIT THAT WAS BEFORE.. yeah it was, we played monopoly (i won) lol... and like i kept wanting to shit, like i shit maybe 3 times yesturday, me, taline, elysia and my grandma all took shits yesturday, and i couldnt stop peeing it was rediculous lol... around 2:30ish or so me and elysia went and smoked our weed, came back and i was tripping out so fucking hardcore cause i havnt smoked in a while cause i QUIT righ, i told taline to show me this thing in the dark i was triiping out so fucking hard LOL this is the LINK! if you want to know... i was TRIPPING OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT it was so fucking funny lol yeah but after a while we started watching chucky the second one.. what is it called? iuno we were watching that then i feel asleep. Yeah so in the morning my grandma fell down again so we all woke up, ate then elysia left, and now taline just left a few minutes ago and my mom wants me to sweep so im just saying everything fast so i can finish up lol well yeah thats all for now, ill blog it up later, peaceeee

xoRAT

Labels: drugs, family

ELYSIAS HERRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
so now it is ME, Taline, and Elysia and were all going to bee chillin, then later were going to be smoken a splif
AND TALINE JUST FUCKING SCRATCHED ME WITH ATHE T SQAUREEEE OUUUUCH >:( god that fuckign hurt, anyways were all chillen and the tv downstairs isint working and we have ABSOULUTLY NOTHING to do its so boring, and we have to wait LAAATTEEEE to smoke the weeeeeeed D: GOD well im going to go be a lil nasty now haha, PEACE

oxRAT

Labels: drugs, taline

Hey everyone, its morning time for me :) i just realised something.. ima be making ALOT of blogs ahaha, iuno i wasnt much of a"blogger" ever, and i thought it was really gay and stupid, but now i like it and i always want to write ahaha. Well if you come to my blog alot, you'll notice ive changed my layout like 3 times, and probably going to continue changing it LOL, i just cant find a good one.. buut i think the one i have now im going to keep. Although theres so much writen below me i dont want to take it off cause there memmories <3333> i dont approve of this >:( im scared. Therres a pedofile outside my door :'( OH SHIT I LEFT TALINE ALL BY HERSELF DOWNSTAIRS FUCK WHAT IF HE GOES AND TOUCHES HER!?!?!? SHIT OKAY AFTER THIS BLOG IM GOING TO SAVE HER :'( lol UMM WHAT ELSE.. iuno if i made a blog about it or not, but my hair is okay, i like it now that it's straightend, and it really doesnt look that bad i guess....Kay one of my sisters friends is talking to me saying how my sister was suppose to come over and shit, and honestly i dont care and its starting to tick me off cause she wont shut up. Shes all mad cause steve [my sisters boyrfiend] doesnt like her and shes all oh its all steves fault shes not comeing and crap, but w/e. OH ELYSIAS COMING OVER TODAY!!! and were going to be bad and smoke some WEED ((() LOl i know its bad :L actually no its not weed is good for you, smoke it DONE DEAL NIGGERS... ops LMFAOOO kay well ima end this off, enjoy reading, ill probably have a new blog up later today, peace

xoRAT

Labels: taline

OMFG IM SO FUCKING MAD RIGHT NOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!!!JKLGRHGKJREGW
GRWNGKREJGRELKGMRELKJNGKJNDAFHVLS
Kayy i just dyed my hair dark brown, and it looks so bad, like i look like im 40 >:( ....i like my old hair colour better :'(
iuno how im going to get used to this, omfg what are people going to say ;8..oh lord this is rediculous....this ugghhh i didnt expect it too look like this! oh wow im so cheesed, and the joke is, i wont be able to change it back at all cause i KNOW my moms not going to buy a dye, and i dont even know what colour to change it to ;8...Taline said i should go red but i dont know ):
im so mad and upset i hope it turns out okay when i straighten it but i dont know
im like "okay i want to look a little older sure" BUT NOT THIS OLD JESUS FUCKING CHRIST UGHHHHHHHHHHAAAA
>:(
wtf/e im going to go straighten it and see >:(:L((l;76jeqjhvffkwfhuk


xoRAT

Labels: hair

TALINES OVER WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
AND SHE BROUGHT HER SEXY DOG ((() eheheh
thats my baby ((()
Anyways theres these inaproppreate turkish children here and one of them is in my room with me and taline and shes like "oh do you have a boyfriend?" and im like "no o>o" then shes like "oh cause your so pretty" and shit its so awkward...AND SHES STAREING AT ME RIGHT NOW AND ITS MAKING ME SO FUCKING NERVOUSS OMFGGGGGGGGGGGG ;;8;8;8;8;8;....Kay this child thinks shes bright, yo shes pissing me off im going to stab her in her eyes like "why are you rude to your mom?" KAY IS THAT ANY OF YOUR BUISSNESSS??????...NO..Yo maybe my mom set these children up to see if im talking about her :O o>o...fucking fat sceeming bitch >:(....god my tounge is sore from eating these sun flower seeds...YO THIS CHILD IS SO OMG SHE LOOKS LIKE A TURKISH MAN AHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
TALINES sitting behinf me reading this and shes all "tamar your so mean" and im like "yeah i know :L" why is this child like EXAMINING MY ROOM? o>o..god i hate turkish children....except taline ((() i love her ((()
KAY BYE YOU LILK NASTY NAZIS

xoRAT

Labels: children, family, taline

Kay well this is my first post EVER :D o>o
its 3:14am and i have NO idea how to use this o.o
Ima have to wait untill taline comes for me to fix everything, this is just REDICULOUS
my face is greassy, i just touched my nose and my fingers like slid off, ew LMGAO
GODDDDDDDDD IM GOING TO GO TO BED NOW
KAY
BYE

xoRAT