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My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African

"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Saturday, January 31, 2009
" I came up with this SMART idea "

Today is Saturday everyone….you know what that means?...TODAY I GET MY PHONEEEEEEE WOOOOOO :D:D:D:D:D lsfkjhwelkjhgkwhgkjwh GOD I haven’t slept like… at all LOL -_-‘ It is 8:22am and I’m waiting for my cover up pad thing to dry because I washed out all the foundation out of it or whatever. LOL so yeah after that I’ll put it on then go downstairs and wait for my dad :P GOD I CAN’T WAIT!! I really hope I get the slide phone key board thing… OMG OKAY THIS IS MY PLAN!! Okay I told Alisha how I’m getting my cell phone today right, so she’s known about it for a while, but yesterday I came up with this SMART idea. Okay she asked me if I was getting my phone and I said that I wasn’t she was all upset and shit, so when I get my phone and charge it wtf/e I’m going to text her “Hey Alisha Keene. I can see you right now :)… god you’re so beautiful, I watched you sleep last night.” Something like that just to creep her the fuck out, and I’m just going to keep texting her, then at some point I’m going to call her and like pretend I’m masturbating on the phone LMFAO and then like at some point I’ll end up being like this “WAIT WAIT DON’T HANG UP I NEED TO TELL YOU ONE LAST THING” Knowing her she’ll listen so then I’ll be like “*says in man voice* The truth is…. *says in my normal voice* … It’s me Tamar, I lied to you :D” LMFOOO omg I seriously cannot WAIT HEHEHEH. Anyways yeah that’s about it LOL.. GAHHH I CAN’T WAIT TO GET MY PHOOONMNNNEEEEDLFHNSDLJFHLFJL
OKYA WELL I’M GOING TO GO NOW :P PEACEEEEEEEEEEE


xoRAT

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Friday, January 30, 2009
" and for some reason I feel very happy "

God I really need to start blogging more lol. Well alright updates. Saturday with Robert was AMAZING, too much info to explain to I won’t lol, all I know is I really do like him, but sadly I’m not going to have him… it’s okay I knew it wouldn’t happen from the beginning, I’m just glad were still good friends :D. And at least I got to kiss him LOL ;P. Were hoping, well at least I’m hoping to see him on Saturday again, on Valentine’s day, me, Alisha and Jake are all going to go out, ehehehe. Okay now this Saturday, meaning TOMORROWW I GET MY PHONEEE FUCK YEAH NIGGAAAAA WOOOOOO :D:D:D:D: I’M SO EXCITED HEHEHEHE :d:D;D;D;D:DJEWKGFJWFHKW. Heeh. Okay well I’ haven’t slept all night and for some reason I feel very happy and all HEEHHAAJAHSJD and today I had school but I didn’t go because I thought there was seriously no point because it’s fucking Friday and tomorrow it’s the weekend -_-‘.. so I’m like fuck it… LOL seriously my school REALLY didn’t think that one out thoroughly LOL. GOD WHY DO I FEEL SO HAPPY? God I really wish my brother wasn’t here I would BLAST my music, have a fucking smoke and chill the fuck out yo. And my dad’s all “clean this and this and do that and that” at first I was like i don’t want to but now I sorta want to, I just want to clean my whole house, then take a shower and get myself all clean because god damn my hair is greasy then sit and watch TV and talk to people on msn then go to bed early because I have to get up early to gp with my dad to EGT MY PHONE WOOOOOOOO :d:d;Dd:D;SLDKFLKEJF. GOD I MISS SCHOOOL. OMG YOU GUYES I’m making myself a resume because I need a job and the second I get my phone I’m going to put my number on my resume, print out a good 10 resume’s go to like 10 different places, hand them out and get a fucking job wooooooo :D:D:D:D that was one long ass run on sentence :D o) OMG I FEEL LLIKE WATCHING HORTON HEARS A WHO! OH AND AND AND I REALLY NEED YO PEE.
Okay I’m going to stop now byeeeee


xoRAT

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Monday, January 26, 2009
The times when my mind take control

I usually find myself sitting in corners and watching the world go round.
I don’t exactly know why I am the way I am, I wish I can change all the time… but at the same time I don’t because I am proud to be who I am, and who I am is different from you and I. If that makes sense to you.
Why is it that everyone always seems to tell me “there’s just something different about you… you’re really not like other girls” is it because I am different? I mean obviously I am… but why… what makes me so different. I ask… same answers I get.
I know I’m crazy. I just know it.
I can name the things I have, I know what is wrong with me, I know how I am and I know what I need.
If I know I’m crazy, why aren’t I getting help? So does this mean I’m not crazy? Or am I just in denial? What is actually wrong with me? Why don’t I get counseling? No… fuck that I’ll take my psychotic self and live.
What the fuck happened to me? I was once normal, I didn’t have these things wrong with me, I don’t understand, why is this happening to me? Why is all I fucking ask but I never get any fucking answers to my cries of uncertainty. No one listens… or is there?
This god you cry to, pray to… he’s a fake. These silly little make believe stories made to help our tiny little brains to understand the world as itself have gotten out of hand. It makes me laugh when these high loving Jesus fucks praise this invisible man, this God whom says he loves you, yet gives you a world like this? HAHAHAH okay.
These’s thoughts in my mind seem to control me a lot. Seem to take over my head and I get confused and uncertain of my existence, I question myself, my beliefs, and my life. Am I truly here? Or did I die already and I am making the rest of my life in a story that’s untold? Can I really control my fate? The powers that exist in me, my body are uncontrollable, unbelievable, and unrecognizable, how could it be that I can control my own world?
Why aren’t I making any sense…? I’m starting to sound crazy… I apologize… just felt and had this need to write down EVERYTHING that I was thinking at that exact moment… so I did and this is what came out.


xoRAT

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Saturday, January 24, 2009
" and were going to be leaving around 11ish "

Yo yo yoy yoyoyoyojgkrdjgle :D:D:d;D;D;DKDLAJFLEWHJF HEHEHEHEH
Alisha came over yesterday and it was AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE, we made 2 video’s and they were fucking hilarious LOL. And now today were going to Yorkdale to meet Robert :D. GOD I am so fucking excited, I really can’t wait to see him hehehe. Were going to take AppleStore pictures and shit so I’ll put one or two up on my blog so you can see how he looks and shit ;p and I’ll also put the video’s me and Alisha made up here too so you can see them lol. GAAAAAAAAAAH I’M SO EXCITEDDDD :d;D;D;D. It’s 9:20 now, and were going to be leaving around 11ish or so, so I thought I would write a blog then go get ready. Alisha is laying on my bed watching me LMFAO it’s awesome LOL… LMFAOOOOOO OMG okay you know the movies “Cars” Okay remember that green car that was all hippy like? LOL she’s like “I swear that green car is high” I start DYINGGG, but seriously I think that car was always high LOOOOOOOOOL. OMFG OKAY YOU GUYS HAVE TO WATCH THIS, okay go on youtube and put in "Alice In Wonderland - White Rabbit (Jefferson Airplane)" I would put the link but it woudn't work D: anyways it’s so creepy but like awesome at the same time GAHHHHH. Okay I need to go get ready and call Robert, so I’ll tell you guys what happens today when I get back :) byee byee


xoRAT

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
" I won’t question your faith "

Alright so today was okay, I woke up late there for I was late for my exam -_-‘.. It wasn’t that hard, but if I studied it would have been easier. Not to mention my head was pounding so it really didn’t help. Whatever I’m sure I did okay… I know it’s not enough to pass but I tried :(. So yeah after the exam I was looking for Elysia but I couldn’t find her, but I found Jean and I asked if he was going to come to Holy Cross with me and Elysia (my elementary school), he’s like yeah sure whatever. So after a while we found her and yeah. So then we walked down to the school but they didn’t let us go because apparently you’re only allowed to go see them before school or after school. MY ASS. That’s such a piss off because I SWEAR when I was going there Ascension students were ALWAYS there and didn’t need an appointment and shit. Like fuck that’s so gay. Whatever so after I just went home and slept because I had a huge head ache. And then woke up and yeah hi. LOL. Yeah so I’m extremely pissed off at Jake and he can go suck a dick and die I’m on the verge of hating him forever if Alisha doesn’t fix things between us I’m never going to speak to him again. Like seriously he’s being an asshole for no reason what so ever, because I don’t believe in god. OH FUCK YOU WE ALL KNOW GODS A FUCKING FAKE so shut the fuck up. I don’t give a fuck what anyone says to me I don’t believe in him, respect that. I respect you for believing in him and I won’t question your faith, because I really could care less on what the fuck you believe of not. So what the fuck ever, if he’s going to be a fucking asshole because of that then he’s a pathetic piece of shit and I should of never wasted my time on him. Whatever. All I know now, is I want Robert, more than anyone. I REALLY want him to be mine, and you know what, this time I’m not letting anything stop me from having him. I’m sick of always getting screwed over one way or another. I can have him, I can be with him and I’m going to take any opportunity I get to see him and be with him, it’s as simple as that. Yeah so those are the updates, Later xx

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I just want to remember this forever <3 LOL

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget the one and only.

GAAAAAAAAAH THATS SO TRUEEEEEEE

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" I could really go for that pizza "

Wow I haven’t written a blog in a good 3 weeks or something LMFAO!! I’m sorry I just get lazy. Okay so nothing has really been happening. Exams start tomorrow, I have my art first, then on Thursday I have my cosmetology and then on Friday I have my religion. So I will be at school for like an hour or so then leave. Tomorrow after that exam me and Elysia are going to go to our old elementary school and see our old teacher’s heheheh. Soo yeah…. How are you? You doing good? I’m great.. I could really go for that pizza I had at lunch… mmmmm… I really want pizza now FUCK >: (…Umm.. I like Robert a lot? :D Lol I’m getting a lot closer with him and I’m really loving it. I am so over Jake LMFAO, OMG SPEAKING OF JAKE ugh I am so pissed off at him, like if he talks to me I’m going to be the BIGGEST bitch ever. KAY SO YO yeah that’s about it. Bye LMFAO :(


xoRAT

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
" Then at lunch me and Suneel started fighting "

So yesterday was an okay day. Me and Alisha are now going to start learning jumpstyle and make a group, we are now known as “Novocain” all we need now is nick names for each other, masks, sweaters and how to do the dance LOL! So yeah that’s what happened yesterday. So today was AMAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZIN LOL. GOD Alisha brought her camera and like we took a bunch of videos and pictures, I can’t wait to get them :D.. Okay so you know how I have cosmetology second period right, so yeah we took the mannequins heads and put it inside our sweaters and like too pictures of it and it looked so real! LMFAO!! It was the funniest shit ever, I’ll put one video on youtube and show some pictures here when I get them. GOD those are SO going on facebook lol. Then at lunch me and Suneel started fighting in the boys washroom and they caught that on tape too LMFAO! He flipped me over and had me hanging upside down and he tried to put me in the trash can but failed oh so miserably :), GAAAAAAAAAAH I WANT THOSE PICTURES AND VIDEOOSSS LMFAO!. Kay so yo listens up. With the whole problem that was going on. So from what I know he’s going to stay and him and Alisha are back together, and yeah. I feel kind of bad for Alisha because she thinks I’m upset because I like Jake and all but honestly its okay, I can take it… I mean eventually I will have to get over him right? So yeah. Kay I don’t feel like writing anymore I’m just pissed off now.


xoRAT

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Sunday, January 11, 2009
" waking up to my mother on my fucking computer "

Long time no blog, Taline should be happy haha. As you can see new layout :P, thanks to taline aka guppyxo ;)… Anyways so there’s been a lot going on with me I really don’t want to talk about it. Apparently he’s actually gone and he’s not answering his phone and yeah… ugh whatever I don’t want to talk about it, he’s being a fucking asshole and I am so pissed off at him. So I’m trying my best to stop liking him, yeah It’s hard, but I really have no other choice :\... besides… I’m actually REALLY starting to like Robert a lot more, and he’s helping me get over Jake. So yeah, I hope I can meet him soon. It surprises me that I like him as much as I do and I’ve never met him o.o… I guess that’s a good sign right? I suppose. He’s really cute :D… and yesterday we were literally on the phone all night, first time we heard each other’s voices… GOD his voice is magical LOL… it’s really nice :)... anyways yeah. So Taline came over yesterday and we chilled and yep. Ermm this morning.. OMFG!! THIS MORNING MY FUCKING MOTHER WAS IN MY FUCKING ROOM AGAIN! I swear she was in there from like 8 till 3 she didn’t move it PISSED me off so fucking much. Like I hate waking up to my mother on my fucking computer, its awkward, weird and it just pisses me off. So when me and Taline woke up we went an made a cake, and like in the process of mixing everything together I like spilt half of it on me LMFAO! Then I made my dog eat it off ROFL! But yeah that’s all that’s happening, I need to take a shower because for some odd apparently reason my hair is greasy as fuck when I SWEARRR I washed it yesterday when I woke up. Fucking gay. Anyways yeah so peace.


xoRAT

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Thursday, January 8, 2009
I can't take the pain so....

I’m not going to sugar coat this. It’s pretty simple; don’t expect a blog from me any time soon. I’m going through a lot and I need time to figure things out, and I’d rather not have a bunch of people knowing about this situation. All I know Is, I miss you so much already and I am so hurt by this. I wish you wont leave, and I want you to stay. I love you.
Goodbye for now fellow lurkers.

xoRAT

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009
PISSED THE FUCK OFF

I’m not even going to talk about today ALL I have to fucking say is that I swear to fucking god if I don’t get a new fucking phone I’m going to kill my dad I ALWAYS FUCKING GET HAND ME DOWN PHONES AND IM SO SICK OF IT! IT’S NOT FAIR! I ask my dad to show my sister the phone I wanted then BAM his fucking mind changes all a sudden are you fucking kidding me? IM SO PISSED OFF ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR! Everything was perfect and he was going to get me the phone, all a sudden he’s like I’m using the phone we found, the krazer or wtf/e I’m like I’m not using that phone I’m like if I’m using that phone don’t fucking get me one then, I want a NEW fucking phone. UGH IM SO PISSED OFF I FINNALLY GET TO GET MY PHONE BACK FROM NOT HAVING ONE FOR HOW FUCKING LONG AND THIS SHIT HAPPENDS? ARE YOU FUCKED IN YOUR HEAd? LIKE WTF MAN! HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO GET A FUCKING JOB WITHOUT MY OWN CELL PHONE? CALL MY MOM TELLING HER MY HOURS? WTF? Hifeoihwfkjbgrskjfewkbmj,h……………..i just broke some of my key board….and now its fixed. I hate this so fucking much I’m so pissed off. FUCK MAN I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE ¿45YENKRT004E


xoRAT

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Monday, January 5, 2009
" and then he hugged me tighter "

Hey I’m back from school. Today had to be the most….amazing day ever…also probably being the most painful. I got to school and my first period teacher wasn’t there right? So I went for attendance and I was there in class, then after I look at the door and I see Alisha, she’s like come skip with me so I’m like gladly. So yeah we skipped 1st, went to second because I have Alisha in my class, then went to the plaza and waited for Jake, and when he came we chilled with him. As soon as he came, I had the BIGGEST smile on my face, and I came and I hugged him so tight, then after we chilled at Black Jack’s. There was like this one point where he went and sat on me, I obviously didn’t mind, and actually liked it. Then after he sat on me again, but this time he laid on me, and my arms were like around him and…ugh god I loved it *blushes*. And EVERY time he sat or laid on me, I would always like move my fingers on him and shit. After a while he did it again, then one more time, but the last time he did it (sat/laid on me) I played like on his neck, itching it and shit and like… FUCK WHY DO I LIKE HIM… I really didn’t want to move from that moment... :(…ugh… And then after when he was leaving we hugged again, and like held each other. Like I hugged him tighter, and then he hugged me tighter and tighter and like, I shut my eyes and just held him… why doesn’t he feel the same about me?... I wish he did :(…UGH OKAY TIME FOR SOMETHING HAPPY!!! Umm one of the bar tenders is like Jakes “mums” but not for real, but yeah, so anyways she adopted me :D.. which now means I’ve got my back covered, so if I have a problem, I have people to deal with that shit and like I’m protected :D GAHH THAT’S SICK! Lol.. so yeah that’s what happen today. I wish I could replay it all. I’m hoping Jake’s at Black Jack’s tomorrow so I can go see him again :). Well yeah byebyexxx


xoRAT

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" so if I can’t unscrew I’ll slide them out or something "

Let right a fast blog before I go to school shall we :)
Yesterday was the last day of my Christmas holiday’s :( and its 7:41am right now, don’t ask why I am up so early (inside thing). Anyways so I’m all ready. I tied up my hair today so people can see my gauge LOL…which smells like dirty vagina cheese…. Ugh... LOL! Well I’m going to keep on pulling on them, it seems to be stretching them, so if I can’t unscrew I’ll slide them out or something. Anyways I will be blogging more because I will actually have stuff happening to me LOL... I mean over the holiday’s there’s really not much I can talk about, I do the same thing over and over and over again. Sit in my room and play on the computer. So there’s not much I can say in my blog. So now that I’m back at school I actually have something to talk about. Anyways so yeah I’m probably going to be leaving soon, I’m talking to Bryan Badass right now LOL… I’m make him read this. HI BRYANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN o) LOL…umm I’m listening to Decode by Paramore?? THERES NOTHING TO SAAAAAAAAY o). OH!! I’m skipping 3rd and 4th with Alisha today, were going to go to Black Jack’s and chill with Jake. God I miss him :(… FUCK god damn you Jake.. ANYWAYSSSS… I’ll leave my house at 8. So yeah… ermm… Yeah LOl.. I’ll tell you what happens when I get back from school today. Bye xx

XoRAT

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Saturday, January 3, 2009
My rant.

One thing I can’t fucking stand is fake bitches. This is going to be a rant, so it might not make sense because I will switch from one thought to the next. People who do shit, so other people feel sorry for them. WHYYYY in the fuck would you change your whole self so people can feel sorry for you “omfg my life is so bad, I hate myself” when you CLEARLY have nothing wrong in your fucking life. THEN GO OFF trying to be a fucking label that you CLEARLY are not. Making yourself look emo and shit because you think people will stop and look at you and ask you what’s wrong because all a sudden your this sad little girl. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? WELL GUESS WHAT DOUCHE BAG; NO ONE FUCKING GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU. Cutting yourself? SERIOUSLY??? Go cut yourself for some real fucking problems not because you got into a silly little argument with your LITTLE sister about a fucking cookie OR because that’s the “emo” thing to do! Are you serious? Change your msn name, making your pictures all emo, saying you have problems when you fucking don’t. Take it from someone who knows real pain that that shit is nothing to be messed with. I have a low tolerance for people like that. Fake cunts I can’t stand it. “tell me when its 3 so I can go throw up” WHEN I SWEAR LUNCH WAS AT 11, TRUST ME HUNNY NOTHING IS GUNNA COME OUT, AND IF SOMETHING DOES COME OUT IT’S A FUCKING POOP NUGGET. If you hate your body so much, GO OUT THERE AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT being bulimic is NOT going to change your fat skanky ass. Having sex at 9, sucking dick, being a whore, making up problems so you can have all the attention.

Well what about the people who actually do have problems? Hmm who’s lives aren’t so fucking easy, they have to keep their mouth shut and have the attention whore get everyone feeling sorry for her, WHILE THE LITTLE GIRL WHO HAS THE PROBLEMS, SITS IN A CORNER AND KEEPS HER MOUTH SHUT, BUT NOOOOO when she opens her mouth and tells someone what’s going on, SHES the liar, SHES the fake, SHES the one who wants attention, who’s the whore, who’s the emo one, who’s the person everyone should fucking hate. Make sense? How the FUCK is it that where suppose to be the smart generation when we can’t even pick out the flaw in someone’s FAKE personality. You know why? Because all of us look at the FACE and BODY of someone and read them out like that, were so easy to fall for the lies someone says because were so certain that’s the truth. We like things that are comforting, and what seems right, when all you’re listening to is a bunch of lies and nothing that’s true. Its comfortable to you because we’re all so simple minded. Why can’t you step out of the spot light for 10 god damn minutes to let the one person who’s in pain say what she feels and what’s wrong with her. WHATS SO FUCKING GREAT ABOUT HAVING THE ATTENTION? WHY MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SORRY FOR YOU WHEN THERE ALL LIIES, I hope you know all of this is going to catch up with you, and you will be exposed and NO one will be there in the end to listen to your pathetic little lies. What do you do then? Go cut yourself because you have no one’s attention anymore? When I fucking did it, I had a good god damn reason too, not because I thought everyone would give their attention to me because I have cuts on my wrist, oh it sure did, but I didn’t want it. I didn’t do it because I thought that was what “emo’s” do, I didn’t even fucking know what emo was. I did it because I had REAL FUCKING PAIN, and honestly I don’t give a flying fuck what people say about my cuts anymore, like I honestly don’t. But it bothers me when someone who has NOTHING wrong, doing them. When someone who’s perfectly fine, cutting. Like… it’s not worth having scars on your body for the rest of your life to look back on them and think of the pain you went through. I have to live with them, yes. Do I regret doing them, no. I had my reasons. But all you little fake people out there, who cut for no reason, think about this. Say you’re a mother and you have cuts on your wrist, and your daughter or son asks you “mom why do you have so many scars” wtf are you going to say? “I was trying to make people feel sorry for me hunny, so I thought if I cut myself I would have all the attention”? HAHAHAH!! Wow. These are some of the reason I don’t associate myself with fake people anymore. If I don’t like you, except to be told I don’t fucking like you, and expect me not to hang around you anymore. Oh god I could go all day about this.

Okay let me go on to something that is oh so familiar to people. Sluts. I can’t STANDDDDD whores and skanks and slutty bitches. Answer me this all you sluts, how the hell can you get down on your knees, and suck a guys dick? Do you know how degrading that is? Like fuck, that is disgusting. I give my exception to like ONE person, but that’s only because I like her and she’s a chill girl, and everything about her is REAL and yeah. I want to write names so badly UGHH but I won’t lol. Anyways yeah so with her she doesn’t count, but everyone else that goes for you. I hate people that do that, that open there legs to everyone, like do you not have ANY morals? ANY self respect?? Like shit man. I know a lot of people think I’m a whore and shit and it’s probably because who I’ve hung out with. But guess what, and I really don’t care, I’ll tell the whole fucking world. IM A FUCKING VIRGIN, I’VE NEVER HAD A FUCKIGN BOYFRIEND, HOW the HELL could I be a whore when guys don’t look at me, they look at my whore friend. Explain to me that? Explain to me how I’m such a whore if I barely go out. The only reason why ANYONE should be saying I’m a whore is if we were in a fight and that’s all you could possibly say. “YEAH WELL YOU’RE A FUCKING WHORE!!!” me: “HEHEH thanks, but that still doesn’t change the fact that you give brains(y)” Iuno I’m just saying. Anyways moving on. Sluts, here’s a little bit of advice. Close your legs, put some clothes on, get some PROPER brains, finish school, get some respect for yourself, and make some morals. And live your life.


xoRAT

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Thursday, January 1, 2009
" It really was the BEST year of my life "

Let’s start this blog off by saying HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE :D!!! Yeah I didn’t write a blog yesterday because I was really tired so I didn’t bother. Anyways so Taline came over for the new years we chilled all day after Alisha left. Umm really didn’t do much, just ate, watched TV then celebrated. Nothing too special. I’m lying to everyone saying I got drunk LMFAO! But yeah either way it was fun. Umm we dyed my hair again, dark brown. It looks a little too dark though u_u… like boarder line black -_-‘… I look so pale LOL but whatever I don’t care, eventually it will fade out like the other one did. Anyways so yeah before 12, we all played ABC, it’s an Armenian game. Yes I’m Armenian, is there a problem? Anyways so we played ABC, celebrated the new years and went on with our lives. GOD I’m going to miss 2008 so much. It really was the BEST year of my life, like that’s when EVERYTHING started happening, when I was changing all sorts of stuff. Um today my cousins and it was pretty fun, we ate dinner and like talked about what’s going on with our lives and like our other cousins, there’s this HUGE fight going on between Narine (not really sure how to spell how its pronounced) and Ocean’s dad (I would say her Armenian name but I forgot how to spell it and you wouldn’t understand it anyways). But yeah we talked about that, then we went upstairs and played ABC again LOL. I would tell you how to play, but that game is only for my family LOL. I don’t want everyone to know, because honestly it is such a fun game ahah, so SHUT UP AND DON’T ASK. Anyways o)… umm I’m hoping I can meet this guy named Robert at Yorkdale on what, Saturday? Who knows? Anyways nothing to special, that’s all that’s really happened lately. Anyways bye bye xxx

xoRAT

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