My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

So today when I woke up to go to school I was so fucking tired, like extremely tired I had a head ache and I just wanted to stay home, but CLEARLY that never happened. Okay so I woke up and as I’m starting to kind of get ready my dad asks if I’m coming and my brother yells out “I’ll take her go!” so my dad leaves and I get ready. I’m putting on my shoes and my mom comes up and was like how she’s taking my phone when I get home and I’m not allowed to have the computer so I get PISSED. Now I’m not in the mood to speak at all, so I figure my brothers smart right, he’s not THAT stupid. But clearly he is. Okay so I go downstairs open the door and slam it a bit so he hears, I walk down the drive way and start walking to school, in hopes my brother will get off his fat ass, go down and pick me up while I’m walking. Yeah no he stays home and I have to walk to school. You’re probably thinking that’s not so bad stop complaining but I live an hour and a half away from my school by walking, by car it’s like 5 minutes, or less. Anyways so I walk to school I get there and I go straight to the office because I’m on a tracking sheet and I need to get that every morning, basically that means there tracking me LOL like if I’m going to my classes, what I’m doing in class, if I’m doing work and whatever. At first I was pissed that I was on them, but now I actually like it, I now HAVE a reason to go to class and not skip and I like it. So I go and I talk to my vice principal who notices there’s something wrong because I wear my feelings on my face, you’ll know if I’m mad and what not. Anyways so I tell her that I wanted to stay in the office all day because I really didn’t feel like associating with people at the moment so I was in there all day. She gave me a muffin and chocolate milk neeeeheeeehehe LOL only because I said I haven’t eaten breakfast and she’s like “we must feed you child! We don’t want what happened before to happen again”, and I’m like “okay /awhe” LMAO. So yeah that’s about it, OH! But after lunch I got a MASSIVE head ache and I felt like I was dying dude oh my god, I felt like I was going to puke, my head was killing me, the light was hurting my eyes, so I was like screw this I’m not walking anymore so I called my mom and she picked me up. Anyway that is it, laterrr.

Labels: cell phone, life, school, skip

Hai hai haaaiiiiiiiii LOL kay I’m not going to write about my day because there’s nothing really to say LOL it was a normal school day. But the amazing thing that happened today was me and Alisha branded ourselves :D! That’s right we got metal, burnt it and put it on our skin :) It’s like right under our thumb, near our wrist. I’ll have a picture of how it looks right now in a few. It hurt a lot LOL not going to lie… actually… it hurt for like a few seconds when you first put the metal on it but then you barely feel it. No we didn’t burn it once we had to go over it a couple times, sucks lol. Whatever it’s totally worth it hahah. Now every year were going to add another dot. So yeah basically every dot means how long we’ve known each other for, we might even just add random burns because were retarded LMAO!! Anyways she’s my best friend and I love her and I’m proud that I did this with her. I love you Alisha, ms I’m sitting right beside me reading this LMAOO!! Anyways this is what the burn looks like right now v the one with the ring and bracelets is Alisha, and I’m the one that has like nothing on my hand LOL., I’ll have pictures of it when it’s healing up and when it’s all healed up. Peace out.

Labels: Alisha, branding, life

I'm too lazy to write about my day right now, but I probably will later. I just wanted to inform you all that my profile song is changed for a little bit. If you listen to it you will realise that it is not in english and that it is in Armenian, so yes that does mean I'm Armenian. You wont understand it, clearly, but bassically it's about the Armenian Genocide, and as most of you don't know tomorrow, or on Saturday, is the march for it in Ottawa. I really wanted to go, and I could of but my sister couldn't skipp school because she's so close to exams and whatever. Pisses me off. But I will be going next year, I hope <3

Labels: Armenian Genocide, blogs

So I’m feeling like absolute shit today. But I’d rather not talk about my personal life, because why I’m so upset is a tad bit personal and I’d rather not say. I have the biggest head ache right now and Alisha is sitting right beside me. I feel really sick and I don’t want to eat but I’m kind of forcing myself. Umm that’s all I really wanted to say I guess.

Labels: friends, life, sick

OMG! WILD WATER KINGDOM CALLLED ME!! AAAHH!!!!! WOOOOOOO!! LMFAO YEAH NIGGUUHHHH!!!
Okay so this means I might be getting a summer job and I am really happy about that, I have to go in at 4:30 on Thursday and meet with some dude for food services. It's alright I guess haha GAHH I CAN'T WAIT!!! I hope they hire me I need a job BAD!!!

Labels: job

Okay, okay I know it’s been a long ass time from me LOL. I was just so lazy or just so busy, my god damn apologizes. Anyways I will be starting to blog again but not only will I be writing about my day, how I’m feeling and what not, I’m going to also post some poems I wrote, stories, songs anything really. I would ask that if you do like a poem or story that I have written, all I ask is that you do not copy it and use it as your own and say you wrote it when you didn’t, much appreciated. Anyways some updates I guess? Still in school, I’m in my second semester now only what 2 more months left of school then summer? WOO!! Umm I have a boyfriend now lol, this is an ACTUAL boyfriend haha, we’ve been together for about a month now. His name is Sarkis and yeah I am quite in love with him lol :) yes he’s Armenian just like me, so that’s a plus haha, the only problem is, is that he lives in St Catherin’s :( but were managing. He’s amazing in every way, ugh god I fucking love him lol, sorry. Umm what else… Oh I never made a blog about this… wait did I? About my Septum? Well I got it pierced lol. Hmmm honestly nothing big has really happened, nothing really changed but me getting my septum pierced and getting a boyfriend, that’s it. OH! My mom ran over a dog like 2 days ago, long story, and honestly I’d rather not talk about it again ughh. Hmmm ugh what else? Oh Janelle, my whore friend, so many stories about her, but we’ll get to her another day lol. Lol okay so yeah that’s it. I shall blog later today if something comes up or if I feel like exposing a poem to the tecnaworld.

Labels: blogs, boyfriend, friends, life, randoms, septum