My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Okay I was suppose to make this like the day it happen but I was really tired and lazy so I’m making it today. Bassically this whore that I hate with a passion and of given the chance to kill I would :) I wrote on her ex-boyfriends wall on facebook saying:

“You know why? Because that whore made you fucking ani-social keeping you to herself and I don't give a FUCK Suneel I'll say it. Instead of her trying to make up with all of us so we could ALL chill together and have your friends beside you, she keeps you to her. Pathetic. We need to chill this summer, I never see my friends during the summer and that's definitely going to change, so we need to chill lol.“

And obviously she saw it and talked to me on msn and this is the conversation we had:

Her : okay honestly tamar, im sitting her wondering why you hate me so much, i don't ever remember doing anything to you. i know i did shit to alisha and we patched things up and she forgave me so HONESENTLYYY what is your problem?

Me: Listen you had all the time in the fucking world to talk to me, yet you choice to talk to me over msn because your clearly a pussy. You say you have something to say to me say it to my face yet when we do you run away like a little bitch.
Don’t talk to me, I fucking hate you.
It's as simple as that, I don’t know how much more clear i can make it.,

her: k clearly you don't even have a reason to be mad at me
beacuse if you did then you would have said it

Me: LOL
okay. I have many reasons to hate you.
You’re a stuck up
2 faced
ignorant bitc
bitch*

her: HOW
i bet you dun even know what that means

Me: sorry I was on the phone, need I go on?
Oh lol

her: oh the phone with who doing what?

Me: Okay, so because I dont do my homework and get bad grades, doesnt mean im stupid sonia
What are you my mother?
Like I was saying.
Im just lazy not stupid,
Your rude.

Her: what does that have ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS

Me: BECAUSE I WASNT ANSWERING VERY FAST
anyways.
Your rude, ignorant, 2 faced, stuck up, everything always has to be about you,
And seriously i could go on.
But I'm not wasting my time on you I have better things to do.

Her: k im not guna sit her and listen to this cause im CLEARLY better than this and CLEARLY guna get somewhere in life

Me: You're pathetic and I hate you so end of story.

Her: i dun need this, i need did need this so goodbye

me: Lol told you, you run away from your problems

Now I don’t really care about us talking and I didn’t get upset about it, it just annoyed the FUCK out of me when she said “i bet you dun even know what that means” Okay just because my grades aren’t the best and I slack and I’m pretty much a lazy person when it comes to homework and school, does not mean I am a fucking idiot. What I stated first off was common sense, how fucking stupid do you need to be to not know what ignorant means or whatever I said. Which is funny because what I said was not even half the things I think or was thinking about her and like…fuck I can’t even explain. She’s the fucking idiot for saying what she said, I am not a dumb ass, I can get 70’s and 80 if I wanted to I’m just lazy. I hate it when people look down on me because of the way I act and my grades, the way I look. It’s like comparing me to a dog. Golden Retrievers are pretty much known to be the nicest, most patient dogs out there…well from what I know… but just because of their size, there looked down on, people think there vicious or that the dog will bite you and shit. Pip bulls too. There known for being fighting dogs, they look intense and scary and if you go near it, it will attack but that’s not always true. It is the owners fault for not raising it properly when it was a puppy. Now for humans, “Goths, punks, emo’s, gangsters” look intense and scary and whatever but in reality should we look down on them just because of their appearance? Well maybe gangsters LMAO… but you get the point. She looks down on me because I’m bad I school, I get myself into trouble and I look, not to sounds al big and bad, I look bad ass. It’s just a fact my friends have told me and because of this, she thinks I’m stupid and I’m not getting anywhere in life, which is funny because I actually have a plan I desperately want to fulfill. Do whatever it takes and finish high school, in a year or 2 when I have the money, go to college for art and live my life. I am a nice person, I am, but when I hate you I will be a bitch. And another thing, she fucking says all that yet my spelling is like perfect. Words are spelt right, grammar is pretty good and whatever, but there she is making mistakes and whatever. Whole point is, don’t look down on someone because of the way they act and whatever, they could have problems in their life that make them the way they are, they might need some help, inspiration I mean. It’s true when they say “don’t judge a book by its cover” because seriously, you never know the story inside. It takes a little patience to open it up and understand it. So yeah last thought, if she ever comes up to me to talk I will beat the shit out of her proudly :) peace out.

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