My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Hi… Today was possibly the scariest day of my life. I had an anxiety attack today at school and like I couldn’t breathe and it was so hot and I felt like I was going to puke and shit. It started at school during lunch; I went into the boy’s bathroom, into the stall, and then it started, Alisha came in and then Sonia, and then Sonya and then Suneel and then Ivan lol, and yeah all my friends and I couldn’t breathe it was so hard and I was dizzy and I almost fainted like a bunch of times and what not. Then there like to take me out of the stall so I got out and I went into the corner and then it got worse to the point where they were like take her down and shit, so they tried and help me up but I kept like falling and I was so dizzy, and then I walked down enough until I got to the steps went down the first 4 and we went really slow so Ivan’s like we need to pick her up, so they picked me up AND EXPOSED MY STOMACH ;8, and yeah got me down, then I got to the office and sat in a wheel chair, I was shaking and about to pass out and shit, then the paramedics came and helped a little I got pale and they had to put this mask thing on me, the oxygen mask I think and yeah, after a little longer the ambulance people came and what not, helped me calm down and my breathing went back to normal, then they took me to the hospital I was there for a while and yeah. So they found out what happened and why it happened and now I have to go to counseling and talk to someone because I have an eating disorder and that’s why I need to talk to them about. And about my self esteem and shit. So yeah that was my day.


xoRAT

Labels: accidents, anxiety attack, life