My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Alright so today was okay, I woke up late there for I was late for my exam -_-‘.. It wasn’t that hard, but if I studied it would have been easier. Not to mention my head was pounding so it really didn’t help. Whatever I’m sure I did okay… I know it’s not enough to pass but I tried :(. So yeah after the exam I was looking for Elysia but I couldn’t find her, but I found Jean and I asked if he was going to come to Holy Cross with me and Elysia (my elementary school), he’s like yeah sure whatever. So after a while we found her and yeah. So then we walked down to the school but they didn’t let us go because apparently you’re only allowed to go see them before school or after school. MY ASS. That’s such a piss off because I SWEAR when I was going there Ascension students were ALWAYS there and didn’t need an appointment and shit. Like fuck that’s so gay. Whatever so after I just went home and slept because I had a huge head ache. And then woke up and yeah hi. LOL. Yeah so I’m extremely pissed off at Jake and he can go suck a dick and die I’m on the verge of hating him forever if Alisha doesn’t fix things between us I’m never going to speak to him again. Like seriously he’s being an asshole for no reason what so ever, because I don’t believe in god. OH FUCK YOU WE ALL KNOW GODS A FUCKING FAKE so shut the fuck up. I don’t give a fuck what anyone says to me I don’t believe in him, respect that. I respect you for believing in him and I won’t question your faith, because I really could care less on what the fuck you believe of not. So what the fuck ever, if he’s going to be a fucking asshole because of that then he’s a pathetic piece of shit and I should of never wasted my time on him. Whatever. All I know now, is I want Robert, more than anyone. I REALLY want him to be mine, and you know what, this time I’m not letting anything stop me from having him. I’m sick of always getting screwed over one way or another. I can have him, I can be with him and I’m going to take any opportunity I get to see him and be with him, it’s as simple as that. Yeah so those are the updates, Later xx

Labels: crush, friends, school