My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Hey I’m back from school. Today had to be the most….amazing day ever…also probably being the most painful. I got to school and my first period teacher wasn’t there right? So I went for attendance and I was there in class, then after I look at the door and I see Alisha, she’s like come skip with me so I’m like gladly. So yeah we skipped 1st, went to second because I have Alisha in my class, then went to the plaza and waited for Jake, and when he came we chilled with him. As soon as he came, I had the BIGGEST smile on my face, and I came and I hugged him so tight, then after we chilled at Black Jack’s. There was like this one point where he went and sat on me, I obviously didn’t mind, and actually liked it. Then after he sat on me again, but this time he laid on me, and my arms were like around him and…ugh god I loved it *blushes*. And EVERY time he sat or laid on me, I would always like move my fingers on him and shit. After a while he did it again, then one more time, but the last time he did it (sat/laid on me) I played like on his neck, itching it and shit and like… FUCK WHY DO I LIKE HIM… I really didn’t want to move from that moment... :(…ugh… And then after when he was leaving we hugged again, and like held each other. Like I hugged him tighter, and then he hugged me tighter and tighter and like, I shut my eyes and just held him… why doesn’t he feel the same about me?... I wish he did :(…UGH OKAY TIME FOR SOMETHING HAPPY!!! Umm one of the bar tenders is like Jakes “mums” but not for real, but yeah, so anyways she adopted me :D.. which now means I’ve got my back covered, so if I have a problem, I have people to deal with that shit and like I’m protected :D GAHH THAT’S SICK! Lol.. so yeah that’s what happen today. I wish I could replay it all. I’m hoping Jake’s at Black Jack’s tomorrow so I can go see him again :). Well yeah byebyexxx


xoRAT

Labels: crush, school, skip