My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Hey everyone. I'm back from the Christmas party at my cousin’s house and honestly, it wasn’t as bad as i thought it would be. By the time everyone came, it was time for us to eat, so i got my food and all of the kids went downstairs. We had a good talk i guess...until we got onto the topic of music and I was like "eww you have the ugly songs from Pink" my sister was like "yo she’s hot" and I’m like "yeah I know! She’s like....;8....dellllllllicious ;8" then my cousin was like "so tam you still eating girls?" then they just kept talking about how I was bi and shit and it hurt a lot. Then they started talking about something else that kind of hurt but I forgot lol. Whatever though :\. Umm after that we opened up our presents, I got and Mp3 player, holds up to like 2 thousand plus songs. Pretty good I guess, I wanted an IPod, but whatever holds the same amount of songs so I don't really care. But the thing that pissed me off was that my fucking 10 year old cousin gets an IPod touch and I’m stuck with this piece of shit, so my mom looks at me she’s like "that’s the one you wanted?" I’m like "yeah, but its okay the one I have is fine" then she’s like "next year I’ll get you that one okay?" I’m like "mmkay:)" it was really cute how my mom reacted when she saw the IPod my cousin got she just looked so disappointed that I didn't get EXACLY the one I wanted, and that she couldn’t get it for me, but you know I was just thankful I at least HAVE something to use. So she shouldn't be upset. But that’s not what pissed me off, what pissed me off was one of my cousins was helping clan up the wrapping paper and my mom was like "so Tamar, you like your gift?" I’m like "yeah, I still kind of wanted an IPod though, but its okay, holds the same amount" then my cousin, who is like in her 30's i might add, came in and was like "your complaining about your gift?" and I’m like "no I wasn’t, I just said that I wanted an ipod but I’m happy with this one because it holds the same amount of songs" and she just like rolled her eyes and walked away and said something about me but I didn’t hear it. And like ever since I got there, she was being a complete bitch to me and I didn’t even do anything. It's fucking sad. Whatever. Anyways after that we chilled and played with the Wii, my younger cousin got a Wii Fit LMFAO! so we played with it, it was actually really fun ahha. I found out that I’m at a healthy weight hehehe, makes me happy :). Umm after that I chilled with my cousins a little more then I got tired so I tried to sleep, but I couldn’t D: so when I woke up I was pretty grumpy, plus with my period I was just mad, I wanted to go home, like its 4 a fucking clock ;8. So after like 30 minutes or so we left. While we were in the car, my dad was like “Tamar” and I’m like “yeah” he’s like “did you like your gift?” I’m like “yeah” he’s like “good, good, I picked it out” I’m like “IIIIM sure you did” then he was like after a good few seconds “…….what was it again?” LOL! I don’t know I thought that was really finny when he said it. Anywhoo's I’m going to put the songs on my Mp3 player then head off to bed. Night night and Merry Christmas everyone who lurks my blogs (Y)(G)(L):D


xoRAT

Labels: christmas, family, period