My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Hey everyone I know I haven’t written a blog in a while, I’ve just been going through some stuff. I would love to explain what happen but I’m just not in the mood hehe. Anyways umm, there’s really not much to talk about… I’ve just been really stressed out and there’s so much going on with me and Jake and Alisha... it’s too much for me. I’m really worried about him, and like everything that’s going on between me and him is really hurting me… :(… I just…. I just don’t know what to do anymore… I’m so confused. I wish he would talk to me and tell me what’s going on with him… HELL I fucking wish my fucking mom would let me go out so I can fucking see him so we can talk and I can find things out :(… whatever today I’m going to talk to him if he comes online and as soon as he does I’m going to say I want him to call me. I want to hear his voice when he’s talking to me so I know what the fuck is going on. It’s like… UGH I can’t even explain to you how much stress I’m under because of him and this stupid shit. Like I want it to end and get it over with, I’m like so lost and I feel like crying and like…. I DON’T FUCKING KNOW OH MY GOD UGGHHHH >:(.. I’m so pissed off with him, and like I want to beat him up and I don’t know… I wish he would stop doing this to me. He has no idea how much I really do like him, and it hurts because he doesn’t even feel the same. Sure he thinks I’m pretty, but he doesn’t like, like me… He doesn’t want me….FUCK NOT AGAIN... okay before I get hyped I’m just going to stop the blog and yeah. Later.


xoRAT

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