My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Yo lol today was so much fucking fun! yo I’m so happy I went lol. Okay i woke up and was a little last D: but that’s okay, I didn't go to first but w/e. I was looking for Elysia And I couldn’t find her D:… so I went through the café and what not and this chick that seen me before and shit always tells me “ohh ima bring you to church” blah blah blah blah blah, and me in my head I’m always like, “bitch shut the fuck up”. After she calls me over to her and starts preaching about god... I’m like are you fucking kidding me? Now I’m an atheist. Not the atheist that believes in the whole, when I die I become one with this earth, blah blah blah, I’m the type that just doesn’t think Jesus is real, he’s fake, he can fuck him self for all I care, to me, when I die my soul wonders this earth and my body is just dead and honestly I don’t give a flying fuck what you think about me, thinking about that. But in my school….you see…. You can’t really say that... so I lied and was like “oh yeah I believe in him” and w/e but seriously in my head I was like “bitch shut the fuck up, stop preaching to me about someone who’s fake. Not real. The one who only brought pain into my life. Fuck that shit” I know sounds mean, but w/e. You can say what you want, have your own beliefs, and I’ll have mine, As long as you respect my decision on being atheist, then I respect you for being Christian, or Catholic or w/e. Anyways so I did go to second and iuno it was just fun. So me and Alisha left class at like 10:45 and got our stuff and walked to the plaza, I met up with Jake, she was awkward, long story. So yeah, then tell me why the fucking cop comes and stopped Jake, asks him for his id and shit, and i got a little mad, cause like... he wasn’t doing anything. After the cop calls him over to his car and im just standing there waiting, and he’s like "well Jake, I wanted to bring you over so we could talk in private." I’m like ";8".... so I was standing near the cop car, STARING into it all pissed. By then the bell for lunch rang right, obviously, and people were coming and asking me "oh why's Jake in the back of the cruiser, what happen?" I’m like "nothing................;8..................what so........................freaking..............ever. He was standing here talking to me then BAM! "get into the car" I’m like wtf?... yo you guys have no idea how pissed I am" there like "oooh"... Ugh it was so stupid. Anyways after a while he let him out and Jake came back to me, and told me what happened, I won’t tell you guys because I’m too lazy. Anyways so after that I went into Black Jack's, it’s a bar. So I went in there with Jake and we chilled in the back and played pool, listened to the boom box thing, it was sick! I actually got a lot better in my pool playing skills :p... umm yeah... I still sucked, but I’m going there again tomorrow and I should get a bit better right? Anyways playing pool caused me to skip my 3rd period but i really don’t care haha. So yeah now I’m an officially member of the "BlackJack'sCrew" LOL... it says so on my shoe ((() haha.. god today was fun. I think Jake was flirting with me... o>o... but....iuno....o>o.... was he? OH LOL, i left at like 1:50, so i was a little late, and we were walking and jakes like "I bet you any money my mom's is going to ask if your my girlfriend" I’m like "LMFAO! What? Why?" he's like "cause she was watching you" I’m like "what o>o.....why......huh awb" LOL.. Then he’s like "yeah ahahah, I bet you ANY money she’s going to ask, and you know what ima say?" I’m like "what?" he’s like "I’m going to say yes you are my girlfriend" I’m like "LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL ;8" haha...Don't ask about the mom thing.. she works at the bar?... i don't fucking know anyways.... o>o.... so yeah that’s what happen today. Fun, fun day, I can't wait until tomorrow cause we have this thing going on and like classes are 20 minutes each or like a half hour each or some shit and after all my classes I’m going back to Jack Blacks...or no black jacks.. LMFAOOO... My bad... Anyways so yeah :D. Fun day, I can't wait until tomorrow. It’s also the one year anniversary of my tattoo!! and the day i get off for Christmas break! HEHEHE WHOOI!KL21HKJDJFLWE FI CANT WAIT!! HDJHEWH HAHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE ;9;9;9;... ANYWAYS okay bye LOL...


xoRAT

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