My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

The song below this is the best song to listen to you know why o)....cause its my favorite song. LOL ;)
Anyways Alisha is sitting right beside me reading this o) LOL. Okay if you follow my blogs you will remember that yesterday [Friday, December, 12th, 2008] Me, Alisha, and Jolanta were going to do E. aka ecstasy for you dumb fucks out there (y) LOL. But if you don't really follow my blogs, you'll notice the posts with the tag "E" were deleted. Long story. Anyways we ended up doing it: D!! God it was honestly the BEST THING IN THE WORLD!! I seriously have no idea why I was so scared to do it o.o. It was honestly NOTHING! Okay ill tell you EXACTLY what happened: D. Okay so after school me and Alisha walked down to west wood, and went to like bulk barn and got candy, so we could play it off like "oh the candy made us so hyper" so we did that, then we went to buck or two and got soothers cause are jaw is going to clench and your teeth were going to grind together and shit right. So we were looking, and tell me why we found one with 3 in there LMFAO! It was like meant to be! ; D... then Jean magically remembered "get glow sticks!" the way me and Alisha looked at each other when he said that was amazing LOOLLLLL. So we got purple, pink and orange right. So yeah after we walked down to my house and chilled. At like 5:50 we went to Jolanta's house, from there we went on the stairs of her apartment and took the pills! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SCARED I WAS!!! Like my knees were shaking and like I was so nervous loll. There's no turning back now [LOLLL]. So after we walked down to the mall and we saw Alisha's aunt LOL... after that we walked down to Ridge Wood park and we walked by a church and Alisha was like praying to god LMFAO! So yeah we chilled there for a bit, we were like singing out loud loll dancing and being amazing. So yeah, we tried to take a couple pictures right? We got like one or two...then.....BAM! Jolanta's camera froze ;8....FUCK! >:(..I got so mad LOL...GOD it was so fucking cold LOL... anyways then tell me why these magical people MAGICALLY came and was like watching us from their van ;8... So we TRYED to scaddadled away but then BAM! All these other people were walking our way... we were traped :'( LOL. After that we went back to west wood to warm up... that's when i started to feel it a bit. What happen it was like...the colours around me were more vibrant and they stood out SO much more... but it was pretty I couldn't stop smiling loll. Then after were like okay let’s go to the park by my house, and I’m like okay: D... So we took the long way to the park right.... tell me whyyyyyyy it only took us 30 minutes and usually it would of taken us like and hour and a half to get there!!!... That’s what E does to you man LOL... like we walked so damn fast... it was rediculous. Okay so now finally the highlight of the night LOL. So we got to the park and were playing on the ice and were like "OMG A SLID ;D!!" so we made a train on the slide, jolanta in front, me then Alisha... we slid down....okay actually I can't really say we slid down when it was like *slides sllooooowwwlllyyyy. Stops. Slides an inch more. Stops*; 8... Loll... so we unhooked and went on. So me being as retarded as I am i’m like "OMG! YOU GUYES! WATCH ME! IM GOING TO GO DOWN BACKWARDS!"....Kay CLEARLY that never happened LOOLLLL. I started off backwards... some how turned around then got to the bottom of the slide then FELL ON MY ASS!! LMFAO!!! omfg it was so funny, Alisha was DYYYYING. Jolanata LITTERALLYYY pissed her pants. Literally! LMFAO! God I’ve never laughed so hard in my life, like honestly. So like after LMFAOOO... jolanta was like "OMFG I THINK I PISSED MY PANTS!" "omg I peed my pants! I need to go pop a squat [iuno loll]" and me and Alisha started DYING. So tell me why she runs to the trees... hold on sorry me and Alisha are talking about what she did and were dying LMFSOOOO omfg... OKAY! SO! She ran to the trees and was there for like a little bit right, then tell me why me and Alisha turn around and see her running like a big foot to the other side of the park to the other tree's... THEN after like a minute or too, she runs back... to us... for like 3 seconds... then turns around and runs back to the first tree, she looked so lost. Like the way she was running, she literally looked like a big foot! ROTLMFAOO!!! OMFG IM CRYING! LOLLLL god that was so fucking funny. GAWD! So yeah after we went to the corner store to warm up, we were in the pizza store right and we were just talking... then alisha had this small moment where she was about to cry cause she was talking about personal things right, And with E you just like let all your secrets out right like if your thinking about somethng in your head you just let it out o.o... Freaky... so yeah i almost started to cry because she was. So yeah this was now around 8:48 when we left to go to my house. Kay wow this post is really long LOL. Anyways we went to the basement and like blasted music and we were dancing like CRAZY! In the dark! WITH OUR GLOW STICKS! WOOO!!! Loll... I’ve never had so much energy in like forever. I was so comfertable with them it was amazing. We talked about so much and got so much closer. Then my stupid brother came and was tripping us out ;8... Ugh iuno all I know is that yesterday was the best night of my life, and this day will FOREVER be in my mind. FOREVEAAAA o). I’m so happy I did it. I would say more but this blog is actually really long so yeah. Btw we hurt like a bitch. Like I am so sore and in so much pain it’s ridiculous ;8... And tell me why I just can not keep my back not straight? LOL honestly though...I still feel high off it haha. Anyways that was my experience with E, and I recommend you do it and I SHALL be doing it again :D.

Quotes/sayings of the night [in a random order]
"No turning back now"
"When the fuck is it going to kick in!!"
"Holy shit! Do you see those lights! ahhhh!!"
"god is with us"
"omfg I can't believe I just said that in front of a church LMFAO"
"you're so pretty/gorgeous/hot/sexy"
"omfg I love this song!!"
"dood I love you"
"marry Christmas ma'am" LOLLL
"no! don't say marry Christmas say happy Halloween"
"don't do drugs kids!"
"OMFG I THINK I JUST PEED MYSELF!"
"posed laughing"
"omg i’m so hyper right now!"
"omg can i sing for you guys? you guys can i sing for you?"
"guys guys! look at my hands! look at my hands"
"are my eyes dilated?"
"chew on your soother!"
"drink water!!!"
"omg your boobs are so nice though"
"kay my boobs are falling out my shirt"
"kay that was so porn star"
"she looks like a big foot LMFAOO"
"kay you were never a texas spitter man person"
"Tamar, Tamar, can you get us more oranges?" x8490835973985793
"I have to pee again you guys"
"guys I farted"
" you killed the Jews!"
"Hitler’s secret weapon"
"you’re like a fucking gas chamber"
"your farts are so cute!"
"OMG!"
"kay that was never...."
"but...but, no but pale is the new tan"
"Jesus we are in your hands"
"omg can we take more pictures?"
"don't eat you guys, you'll throw up!"
"you guys i want chocolate"
"guys, guys can we dance more, you guys"
"ohhhh my back/legs/mouth is hurting"
"aaaah my mouth is clenching, chew on the soother!"

there was probably more, but we can't really remember. Anyways it was one of the best nights ever, funnier then fuck, and I had a great time.
I LOVE YOU ALISHA AND JOLANTA SO MUCH! :D

oh btw robert and his friend say hi.

xoRAT

Labels: drugs, friends, life