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My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African
"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Nighty night?

Hey, its 10:41pm and im listening to teddy geiger, i just got out of the shower so im all nice and clean :)...im kind of excited for tomorrow i wonder what people are going to say about my hair... i actually got used to it so i like it now. ugh but honestly i really dont want to go to school lol, im so lazy and tired... yeah :S ive been really tired and lazy latly, and ive been gaining weight :S...iuno whats wrong with me... and im cold all the time o.o... wtf... iuno maybe its just stress??... iuno... ugh im so mad, im failing my art class.. and my art is EVERYTHING to me, its what im good at... or at least people tell me im good at.. it really makes me sad cause i wont be able to push my grade up... like i should be getting 80's and 90's in my art class and i have a fucking 17% *cries* what am i going to do? :(.. its just so hard to get up in the mornig for me. Like its not even art its architecture and like the boared im useing to build my building things pieces i cut out already are missing and or bent up and its fucking rediculous cause i fucking told my teacher and shes like "oh well, theres nothing i can do" MY FUCKING ASS THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO, YOU CAN FUCKING GO GET ME MORE FUCKING BOARD AND SIT THERE AND CUT IT OUT FOR ME SINCE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO FUCKING LOST IT... ugh it makes me so mad... w/e i need to get to bed now, night night everyone

xoRAT

Labels: hair, school