RATxo Blog.
My name is Tamar, I'm 16 and this is where I say what I want to say you dumb African

"Life it’s self is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists in an empty space. And you... you are nothing but a thought. "

Saturday, November 29, 2008
im so god damn bored

ugh im so bored like you have no fucking idea, i want to shoot myself thats how bored i am. jesus fucking christ where the fuck is taline? this is like the second day she has barly been online and its makeing me sad and pissed off :(... i feel like were drifting apart and i dont like it at all. I want to be close to her forever, but latly i feel like her other friends are more important :( she's all i have in this world.. the only one i trust, the only one i truly love with all my heart, i would die for her you dont understand were so close, and i dont want to break that bond between us :(.. like i understand that were not in the same school and i dont get to see her alot and that she is busy, but like shes leaving without even saying bye o.o iuno :\.. ermmm today again was pretty boring.. oh at lunch apperintally this chick that never smoked weed EVER smoked weed today and im like lets go find her i want to see if shes pretending shes high [ cause like we all know you NEVER get high the first time you smoke weed.] so we found her and she was acting like she was high acting like she wasnt.. make sence? iuno hard to explain.. ermm at the end of lunch i started to get a head ache, to the point in 4th it was horrible. like the lights were on in that class and usually there off.. and like to me the lights were so damn bright and it was killing me, i tryed to sleep and go mybe a ood 10 minutes of sleep untill everyone else started to show up and they were all yelling and being loud and i couldnt sleep, it was quit annyoing. ermmm so yeah i had to walk home with a MASSIVE head ache and when i got home my mom was yelling and shit cause its my dad's b-day party tomorrow and she wants the house clean and shit, but i went straight upstairs and went to sleep :).. UMM what else god damn it...OH my periods almost finished ;D i say till sunday and its done completely :p.. cause what i started it on tuesday and today is friday... yeah sunday it'll be done for sure.. OMFG IM SO MAD I MIGHT GET MY PERIOD ON CHRISTMAS DAY!! do you know how shitty that is for me? like the DAY i start my period for the firts time, it's ALWAYS the worst for me cause like ugh im in so much pain and im just pissed off all day like it SUCKS... this is litterally going to be the first time i get my period on xmass LOL... ermm yeah iuno if i get bored agian and think of something else to write about i will.. but this blog is way too long and has been going on for quit a while so bye bye lOL

xoRAT

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